i've seen a shooting star... after a long time. after those rainy, dark and cloudy nights finally one star came and asked for my wish. what to wish? hahaha i dont' know yet. i actually have a lot of wish. from material things to the things that are beyond reality. from macbook to iphone, from being an astronomer to the CEO of the Apple company, in short, from reality to fantasy.
i have a guy friend whom i share some of my thoughts because he's so mature in terms of life. really. i remember one time, i was talking to him, "Dan! shit, i really want DSLR camera! just one! i just hope i could afford to buy one" (while shaking his shoulders really hard). i was envied to those people taking up Digital arts and design courses for they have their own cameras. photography and arts really are my passion. i don't know anyone who would give me such. he then said "don't worry..one day you'll own one of those. don't stop wishing coz you start to attract positive karmas. and if you posses those karmas, you'll see. wish will be granted" (while shaking my shoulders even harder making my head bounce up and down). that keeps me inspired of wishing.
sometimes, a single wish is accompanied by greater disappointments. the more you wish, the more you hope, the more you fantasize, the more you create bridge from the world of reality to the world of fantasy. some people wish it would happen, some people want it to happen. i've realized they are all wrong. why wish? if you have the puissance and control in making it happen? a wish is desire without an attempt. right? :) hmm, but inspite of this, i don't stop wishing since some of my wishes are not dreams. IT IS ALL PLANNED.
still don't know what to wish. but thank God. i saw another beautiful and amazing shooting star. maybe i'll think of it before i go to sleep. :)
TAKE NOTE: pray before you wish :)))
it was a bit too nippy Friday evening. the storm passed, and i think new storm is about to come here in the Philippines. unforeseenly, summer has ended quite early. too early unlike those past years. trees are leafing out because of rains instead of summer aridity. i was sweeping those fallen leaves a while ago when the rain finally stopped. it was quite hard sweeping those leaves since some parts of our yard aren't cemented. so muddy and slippery. haha. month of May just started and i thought this will be a skin-burning month. well not. so coool and i'm lovin' it! wahaha. no need for me to turn on the fan or aircon while sleeping. a great power-saving month i guess. this coolness, though, makes me a little dormant and sluggish in taking a bath. brrrr.
the only and last movie for this day. BIG FISH. A story about a son trying to learn more about his dying father by reliving stories and myths his father told him about himself. really nice, unique, enigmatic movie with a great storyline. worth a watch, though, it consumed 2 hours of my expected sleep of 8 hours. haha.
2:13 ante meridiem.
i have these RANDOM thoughts.
im awake. obviously. i've been in nocturnal state since last last night. this i think is the effect of too much devotion to coffee. i am a coffeeholic. but since summer this year have started almost 2 months ago, i stopped drinking coz it's kinda hot. life goes on and climate do change. i thought this would be that ohh-sooo-hot summer well i guess not. global warming is considered as the only and great cause why the rain is here! so unseasonable and untimely. the reason i persist of drinking coffee. again.
is someone out there looking for a barista? maybe i could? lol. (dream on clariza. haha)
and oh how i miss summer last year.
last summer, i get to see my old friends and highschool friends, at least weekly? and i got plenty of cellphone load to be in touch. this year is exactly opposite of that of last summer. i want summer 2008 back! really.
random thoughts:
uhh we could have been happier this summer if THAT swimming was pursued. i feel blue, gloomy, sad, downhearted or whatever you call that whenever i remember you, or the others, saying "our friendship will be kept longer than forever". some used to say "walang limutan ah" but what now? maybe they even forgot my whole name. lol. haha. we've tried hard just to revive this so-called family. but what now? not even showing your shadow? presence dude! all we need is a bit of your presence! could you exert some effort people? i just hope, you still have that FAITH in holding the words "once a pascal, always a pascal"
see i told you. i'm in RANDOM. lol haha
btw, still not yet done in making my blogger theme. i mean, i'm not yet starting it. maybe, one of these days... you'll see. i'm a great procrastinator, and that's my worst disease. can someone pull me out? lol. kiddin'. of course i can, and i'll do it myself :] babu
summer this year is still good. not that oh-so-boring. maybe too early to say it. i'm halfway to the closure of this supposed to be VACATION.
considerably, i enjoy this summer class. in a class of 29 students, we're just 5 gals. me, elyssa, labli, cha and the other i-dunno-who. mam Dampil is way and miles better compared to my profe-sucks in algebra for almost a year. every minute is a new york minute for me. normally, Trigo is taken 2-3 months or maybe 4.. hell. i am taking a 6-week-class considering only mondays,wednesdays and fridays. definitely against the clock. everything is in rush. i'm completely shocked on how fast the discussions go for 3 hours. yaa but of course we're having a 15-minute break, sometimes, self-proclaimed to a 20-minute break. hahaha.
i was in complete insanity this morning. as i arrived inside the classroom, everybody was studying. really. not a complete noise, some murmur, some talk, about nothing else but about our lessons. "GOSH.." i thought. then i asked my seatmate, cha, who i think came earlier for about a minute than me, "cha, anung meron?" then she said "may long exam daw??". then i was "HAA??! ANO!" i was really surprised coz, God knows, i didn't took my notes home the previous day and left it inside my locker not because of laziness, but knowing it's only wednesday and all of our examinations will be done on fridays. "kala ko ba every friday ang exam?" i said. "eh sabi nila may exam daw eh.." pointing to some of my boy classmates then i was. "okay, walang exam yan. maniwala sila lang pla may sabi eh" haha.
mam dampil came and guess what? i'm just right. no exams. but scheduled on friday. then the flow of the rapid discussions start again. sin cos tan yadayadayada.. seatwork. sin cos tan blahblah. seatwork.. i hope i'll pass this one :]]
finally, it's friday.
this week's my first week for summer classes and this day's the last day i should attend the class for this week. 3 meetings, MWF, were allotted for trigo class. WTF totally NO complete summer vacation for this year. yeah its okay. it's my choice. my TThSatSun will be used to ease and unwind..and i'm starting it at this moment.
im bored yet quite hyped. currently 2:17 in the morning. i have nothing to do. my eyes are telling me to sleep. but im not yet having the exact mood to sleep so i ain't. the last time i was up this late was uhh. can't remember, perhaps, last last week? yaah. i remember. i was into movie-marathon this past months, starting last december. though, technically, kills my 20-20 vision, movie-marathon is still faved. sometimes, my whole day's wittingly dedicated for watching assorted movies from drama to romance to sci-fi and comedy yadayada.. but NOT thriller..it's absolutely boring and dull to watch horror and thrilling movies alone.lol
still bored. and i just killed one roach. aargh! if i were to live alone in this world with lots of cockroaches, better hit the alt + F4 of my life. well what i'm trying to say is, it's a lot better to end my life than to live with roaches. gross.
gawd. i'll try to sleep.
and i'll try to update/post here very much often as i could. babu :]]
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