hey blogspot! im back! it's been so long since i posted my last entry here. sometimes, rather "most" of the time, i'm not in the mood to be online. busy na yoo, i mean nag kukunwaring busy. college na.
so aun, college na nga.super kapanibago. new faces, new klasmates, new environment, new culture, new school. oh god. i miss my old lifestyle, i miss my hs life. rarr. im in my 12th day in first year college. and still. i can't really feel it, o ayoko lang i-feel.haha. emo ako. as in. nkakasama ko lng cna dyra, xiina after classes.
im happy that malayan is providing topics regarding the differences about highschool ang college life. pinapadali nila ung pagaadjust ng estudyante kaya.. aun
out of 40 students, 5-6 lang kame babae every class. c'mon. kmusta nman un? pero aus lang.. natutuwa naman ako kahit papano sa kanila. nkakatawa kc cla lalo na ung mga lalaki, puro kalokohan kaya nakikitawa nlng ako. the lessons are quite easy. di naman sa nagyayabang pero madali talaga. SA NGAYON. hehe maybe after a few weeks? months? saka ko mraramdaman ung tlgang hirap. favorite ko Math, nkakatuwa kc ung prof. pag nakatalikod kmuka ni sir don don. tpos ngcocomedy pa habang ngtuturo npaka'kulit. dipa boring magturo
hay. wala na ko masabi.
nwala na ko sa mood.
GOGO gudlak nalang T_T
without the dark we'd never see the stars.
the entire day i had this feeling of coldness,dullness,emptiness and still i am.it started yesterday and boosted last night after i had a conflict with my mom (i wish i could go somewhere else except in this place). after i woke up this morning still this feeling keeps on haunting me.
i just finished my bath and went outside the house to hang my wet towel...but then i decided to stay longer.i put my hands at the back of my neck and tilted my head at least 140 degrees up to the dark sky. i thought it's still covered by the clouds, like these past nights but i'ts not.the sky is very clear and full of dazzling stars.
i used to stare up to the sky every night,hoping a shooting star would drop by to say 'hi'. when i was a kid, i wished to be an astronomer someday but as time goes by, i just felt that being an "astronomer" would'nt suit me!haha. it's a silliest thing being a kid. now, i dream of having a "star gaze" with a group of friends or with a special someone (a friend or who i'm close) haha. some people may say it's boring but for me, i'ts a sweet thing to do.
there are millions of stars.. but only one of them would make my dreams come true. i wish i could catch the right star destined for me..
as of now, i'm okay. a bunch of thanks for the stars.hehe
a shinning shimmering good night to everyone.
time for bed
recently, i've been reading this book written by rick warren,
The Purpose Driven "Life", (40 days of purpose) hehe. i actually finished
reading this book last year but i decided to read it again,just to reinvigorate myself.the author advised to read only 1 chapter per day to provide implications for the reader. uhm, i just finished reading the 3rd chapter and i was like.. ughh.i stunned.pretty amazing
Listen: Those who have hurt you in the past cannot continue to hurt you now unless you hold on to the pain through resentment. your PAST is PAST! nothing will change it. you are only hurting yourself with your bitterness. for your own sake, learn from it, and then let it go.. -- ohhaa!
-i really love this part. haha somewhat striking.
life 'must' have a purpose, coz if not
it may drive you to nothingness or badly to a dead end.
c'mon. life focuses your purpose. haha!
ur not born to please everybody, focus yourself in their opinions? duuh? ur fucking stupid if that's your case.it's your key to failure. 
i think i need to sleep, it's already 4:34 in the morning.haha
BRAVO! finally i'm sleepy.
according to PAGASA - Philippine Standard Time
the current time is 1:42am. so it means, it's already june2
but.. naah. in my world, still, it's june1 haha.
okay? it was just a 'lil introductory rite.
tomorrow, i mean later. ill be going to letran
my alma mater. hehe today is 'their' first day of school,high school & elem.
( i used to say "it's our first day of school" but i'm done with my elementary and high school life 
we will be there just for a visit (me,jhao,wena,xina),also to reminisce? haha!!
our batch t-shirt last year is our costume for tomorrow.honestly, i miss those days. wearing our school uniform, cheating&chatting moments, strolling around the campus..
and i miss myself already! haha miss ko ng magluka ng sobra sobra! i cant do it here at home.not really i "can't"..but i chose not to. i mean, u know the way i act with my frends and here at home is really different.i used to utter thousands of words everytime i'm with my friends. but here, a maximum of 500 words per day? hehe.really
haha.
im chatting with mei now, so i have decided to end this entry here.
"be positve dpat..pero wag sobra, kw dn kc, bka msktan lng..
ako nga ms prepare ko mgng negative kc pra if d mangyari, prepared n ko khit mskit pg nangyre eh d msya db"
--ma.amiella reyes
labyu bakla! haha
section -- A53
room -- 304
aun ginaya ko lng ung mga ngpost ng sked sa multiply.. ;D hehe kakaenrol ko lng nung saturday.. sayang wala me kilala klasm8. A51 cla. ako A53 nyak. aus lng manganga'pit bahay nlng ako? lapit naman room eh.. EMO ako! gahd. haha
pan'umaga me eber..la klase ng friday at sunday, PE ng monday. tsk ayus lng hehe
gaahd! my front tooth really hurts!
tortured gums
throbbing.
it's tearing my nerves.
it's burning.
it's freezing.
almost 3 days of disaster..
sadness T_T
i'll visit a dentist tomorrow. gosh.
my mom can't accompany me today coz she's SO BUSY.
anyway, tomorrow is the day. hope the dentist could fix my tooth. T_T
the last time i had a toothache, i think when i was in my 8th year of breathing? sigh T_T
i really dont know how will i define this day in 1 word
i dont know how will i define my mood right now,
happy - of course!! =D this day is really great.waha!
disappointed - always, when i go "home" tsk. sanay na! =D
as you can read in my previous blog entry ( ung kahapon hehe ),sbi ko punta kme sa haus nila annie(my soulmate) today.. it's labor's day. bakit dw ngayon ako aalis sbi ni mudra eber, madami dw magrarally? meron ba? wala ata? so aun, pumunta nga kme. i'm with wena, nherie and mei.
kala ko nga walang sasama eh! magkita-kita dpat kme sa 7'11 sa halang around 10am pro late kme ni wena ng almost 30 mins hehe. buti di maxado nagalit cna mei..
junkfood is love.waha specially clover-cheese..bumili kme para mabaryahan pera ni wena. libre nya in short!tnx tnx barpi
then we went dun bakery sa bayan bumili naman kme ng custard cake.walang ice cream!err.
kaya sumakay na kme tricycle papuntang Gulod, kina sulm8.
nkarating kme ebeer. chika chika muna sa labas. then eat our lunch
ADOBO!! gosh.ADOBONG BABOY is LAAB
my all time fav.waha.we're not done yet.we were not satisfied sa adobo, kaya lumabas kme at naghanap ng mabibilhan ng ice cream. sa kahabaan ng nilakad nmin, sarado ang tindahan! err.
maybe due to power interruptions, the ice cream refrigerator's probobly down. umulan kc!
we went back to the house and asked kuya joey and ate malou if they could buy some ice cream. haha ambait pumayag cla.dun pa ata sa kabilang brgy. bumili? =D
gosh.CHOCO HAZELNUT BROWNIE ice cream is LAAB.. new flavor from selecta and we've tried the half gallon.really delicious.
after that, we prepared the ingredients for the "pansit bihon"
here's the recipe that we have followed:
pinakuluan na din nmin ung mais wd butter and powdered cheese,
hinanda na ung cake, table na kakainan etc. etc.
actually habang kumakain, my 2 pusang sunod ng sunod.jusko
okay pa ung isang pusa eh.super quiet nya, ung isa super ingay! meow ng meow.tsk
then aun, super busog. inayos na pinagkainan.
then we went to annie's room.
the back of the door is full of photographs..memories.memories that will last forever.
i'm a lil bit sad when i switch my look from a photo to another.
hehe. tapos na kc eh =D oh c'mon hs life is over. hehe
aun, tapos chika chika ulit..
walang katapusang chika.
then, nherie had a call from her mom.maybe that was 6:45pm
uwe na dw. so aun, umuwe na kme.hehe
ngpaalam at ngthank you kme sa lahat ng tao dun.hehe
grabe super saya..
pero paguwe ko naman, ganda ng pambungad.. sigaw from my dearly super beloved mom.
di xa nagalit kung bakit ako umuwe ng gabi.. di ko alam kung bakit.
di daw ako tama? di ko maintindihan. la naman ako ginawa masama!
err. i really dont know and i dont care.am i bad?careless am i?hehe
we really dont get along. we're not close and as usual. SANAY NA =]]
these are my most favorite lines that were heartily stated by my lukang friends:
*zup zup yer _ _ _ i - annie
*pag binabasa ang pusa, lalong naulan - wena
*life it too damn short para sayangin ang oras para sa taong di ka mahal - annie
*4 words.. move on, let go - wena
*shiit ang hot! - wena
*hoy! wala pa akong asawa, single pa ako - nherie
my sulm8, burpie, bakla, yema.. thanks a lot. =D
sa uuliten ha!
haha hello 2 da world!
it's exactly 1:27 in the morning =D
i just finished my bath. waha! xiina monster forced me to be online.
happy.happy.happy.
i found the digicam! hooray! my mom kept it this morning in a secret place.
she went to my room and saw it pakalat-kalat.waha aun! tinago nya.
kaya kninang wala xa, chagaan kong hinanap dun sa kwarto nila =D
luckily.. i'm super lucky.. i found it! wahaha
i need to bring this tomorrow coz we're going to annie's house.
we'll cook pansit, hotcake, mais, buy ice cream etc.etc.etc.
ibabalik ko na din ung naiwang pantalon ni annie nung isang araw
of course, di mawawala chikahan eber.
i want to capture every moment tomorrow kc pwedeng di na un maulit??
a few steps to go, before we enter our college life.
busy na kami panigurado.. maybe we'll have no time to meet anymore.maybe..
ok lang, my net naman eh. ym. text. kya di magkakalimutan.waha
mag'UP, mag'UST, mag'letran ung iba.. ako ewan ko pa.
ayaw nilang mag'malayan ako! hay. gus2 nila mag'letran kc naman pag dun ako pumasok,
libre lahat gwa nung scholarship ko.pero ayaw ko dun. Promise.
hay. ewan ko ba. bahala na c papa God. :)
hehe. basta auko muna isipin un :D
i'm excited for tomorrow =D
current textmate : wena
si xiina nagsleep na eh.waha
si sulm8 nwalan naman ng unli.
gege babush eber eklavuu na. =D
need to wake up ahm..maybe 6:00am?
mag'papa-good shot ako tom.. para di nila ako pigilan sa pag'alis hehe
err. finally!
it took me almost 3 hours in making my first layout here in blogspot.
theme:
claclah - the unknown side
brown.black.white - my fav colors
this day is just too boring..superb
nothing new. the whole day i just sit hir in my bed wd my laptop.
edit sum pics, (wala akong load pang tex! di ako mkpagunli!) waha
chat wid my enemy and my sulm8.
btw, enemy! salamat dun sa blog mo!waha
natach ako subra.panget ka! imysm.mwah.
hrr. soo boring :
oh well, ive finally decided to have my blog.
i was already planning to join here when i was in 2nd year hs
( di ko alam kung bkit di pa ako ng'sign up nuon, e2 at mag'cocollege na ko) waha
ok, this is my first entry here.err. i'm really disappointed at HER. she's already jailed in her boyfriend's presence err.i know she loves him very much pero di na talga tama.wahaha ang kornii pero 22o.lahat ng lakad nya kelangan pang ipagpaalam sa boyfrend, tapos e2 namang c guy, laging di napayag..napipikon ako ngayun, kc my affair tomorrow ang barkada namin ( debut ni ate joch )of course, bilang kabarkada. Attendance is a must!
((( i met this great friend of mine wen we were in firstyear, kasi niloloko ko xa sa crush nya,kahit di pa kmi close o_o tapos aun, nag'2ndyear, naging clasm8 ko ang luka. at the same time super close fren.i can say that "i really know her"..matapang, wais, kahit iwan mo sa bundok mag'isa, mabubuhay tlaga xa! wahaha )))
ok, we were textmates a while ago only to find out. she aint coming tomorrow!
err my body start shaking in anger.im so disapponted.really..
i asked her why. she said "ayaw NIYA kc, kahit gus2 ko sumama ayaw NIYA, iniiyak ko na nga lang eh"
FCUK!
"G*go pla xa eh! bakit naman kelangan mo pang ipag'paalam jan!ipagpapalit mo ba c ate joch jan sa boyfriend mo?!"..ngaun, iniintay ko reply nya sa tex ko.
i already texted her boyfriend
"nakakainis na eh, bat naman di mo xa pinayagang pumunta bukas e debut ng kabarkada nmin,di na ata tama yun"
aun, nagsosorry dahil my paguusapan dw cla??? FCUK! pwede naman kaya sa ibang araw no?!
i dont know why i'm acting this way.sorry friend.. di na kc xa tama u know! na'uunder ka na nya eh.err
i think tama naman ung ginawa ko na tinext ko ung guy.
para naman maliwanagan xa! aba!
sigh.too much for this.
hehe super nadala talaga ako.. >_<
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